Sunday, October 17, 2010

Trust God. Clean house. Help others.

Some may recognize these words.  I got them in a newsletter.  They just seemed so fitting for the place I am in right now.

As I move toward my 40th birthday, I have had some realizations that I hope are leading me toward better days.  The last 3 years have been filled with depression, financial grief and loss.

Along the way I stopped taking care of my house and volunteering in the community.   I have been TRYING to focus more on my Spiritual development but have not really trusted that things will improve.

Friday I am going to a Full Moon ceremony to release some of my problems to the universe and trust G-d that things will improve.


I started yesterday cleaning my yard and house.  I am going to work on part of it everyday this week, so it might be less smelly by week's end.

I am not sure yet, how I want to back to the world around me.  I can only go so far without gas.  I may have to settle for doing something in my internet community for a few more months. 

Trust God. Clean house. Help others.

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